Ordained moments that happen when you least expect them.
Those are the ones that shape you.
Those are the ones that sit you on your ass and remind you, you were never the one in control to begin with.
Moments like...
Running into a young man you knew years ago. In a sea of unfamiliar faces, he grabs your arm. He's doing great. Grown. In college. Starting a clothing business. Still has a smile that could melt your heart in seconds.
Walking down a school hallway and finding out a sweet girl from back in the day was just enrolled and mom works there too. Reunited and working to make sure the family stays connected in more ways than one.
Getting a text from one who just turned 21. He's married now but still makes sure I listen to music that isn't considered trash. My brother for life. Distance is tough but we don't let each other forget.
Watching the football game with my parents only to see another young man living out a dream. He is a walk on, and still has to make some hard choices, but he grew up to be a strong leader. I am proud.
She asked if her team could volunteer at the center. She organized and orchestrated the whole thing. From 9 years old to almost 18. I never doubted what she had in her, but that doesn't mean I don't cry about it every now and then. One day she will see.
The other day I went into the store for something quick. Hopefully I wouldn't run into anyone I knew... joke was on me of course. She said "Ms. Chloe?!" And I saw the little one behind her. I don't know why I would wish to not see someone I knew... because they lifted my spirit to a great height.
Moments like...
The list could go on and on.
Every day I am reminded of why I do what I do.
When I see dads love on their babies.
When I see young girls believe in themselves.
When little boys grow up to live a positive life past sixteen...eighteen... twenty - one.
I am thankful for the hard days. I am thankful for the days that never seem to end in the best way. I pray I never lose sight of those moments not given to me because I worked hard or loved well. But because God was planning it all along.
